went through my gfs' blog and found out that, I'm totally not alone. life goes on, we met kind of people, with characteristic that way different from us. yes, i do admit. i got a little bit self centered, selfish, but this is me. accept me if you are my friend. accept me as who i am and dont show me the fake side of you. I'm trying hard to accept you, so, please la, pandai pandai sikit.dont act infront of me. it will only end up with, something that you and i wont be happy with. seriously, right now, i really hate you. really really hate you. hate you hate you hate you! arghhh... much more better now. not going to see u for months, i feel so best. you know who you are. oops. u dunno. let me tell u, u really piss me off, you get lost from my sight! ass off!!!! don't show me how happy you are, dont show me how good your life are. better don't talk to me. you are human. you can sense that i hate you. nope, i mean i started not to like you anymore. so please la. mind ur action. control ur EQ a bit. you lost ur EQ, and caused me nearly lost mine as well. fml. i know that i shouldnt be so rude. but guess what, before i met you, i used to be a very happy girl, very very happy and i got very high EQ, i can control well myself. i really CAN. but right now, after months, under your "traning", hng, it turns upside down. let's put a full stop on it kay? trust me, im really trying very hard to accept you. so give me sometime, i will forgive u. and forgive myself for being so fussy sometimes. I'm sorry, not meant to be rude but sometimes, it's the best way to express out our feeling.
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seeing bff being so sweet with their bf, i start to wonder, where are you?
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negatives, please, i beg you, stay away from me. you are blocking positves to walk in my way. so negatives, please, i beg you. go back to the place that you suppose to be. positives, take the courage and walk straight from me. =)
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