can u hear me?

佳峰

佳峰，安心地走吧。

这消息来得还真得有点突然。怎么，你就这样的走了？你跟以前一样，没变过。之所以会这样，也许，这惩罚有点大。还记得那一年，那一年，10，2，2008。你，我，还有他们一起去queensbay吗？那一年，你变了。变成了我不认识的佳峰。廋了很多，以前的阳光look,一下下，变了那么多。好可惜。我们不愿看到这样堕落的你。我记得，那一次，发现了你吸烟，发现了你很不一样，开始劝你改过。你答应的，你会听我的。我可有证据，你不要忘记。那是相隔了几年？让我想想，从初中一，到08年，高中二，应该是三年多四年，没看到你了吧？ 虽然说，偶尔会联络。但每次约我出来，我应该多不能吧。那一年，你还记得在给车费的时候，我硬硬让你用我的钱给，你不肯，我说，你不拿，没下次。所以，你拿了。我笑了。多久了？我没忘。你可是初中一，的阳光帅哥。我怎么会忘了呢？那一年，你们在篮球场上打篮球，我们在旁边观赏。之后，你还跟我的好姐妹，谈了场恋爱。我们都不是很敢问你们的境况。只是之后，我离开了那间学校，再也没回去了。只是偶尔，khengseng会打来和我聊天，才会问起。偶尔跟你sms,才会问起。那一年，我们13岁，你14岁。还没转来，众杰就已经在学校拿你的照片，让我们看你有多好看。想起，还真的很可笑。

你在天堂，好吗？那一年，也是硬硬叫你绑带，你才绑。不然，你都不会绑。你怎么不要绑带？你不绑带，airbag不能detect到，那你不就是。。。。。。

还记得，那时，我再timeplanet做工，你有来，说要来买seiko的手表，叫我介绍。那是，我最后一次看到你吗？没有记错，是。还记得有一次，在pacific遇到你跟众杰。还记得初中一那一年，有偶尔在才能园“找食街”遇到你。如今，伤心是因为不能再听到你的声音，因为你不可能再打给我。伤心，是因为曾经，像个小粉丝似的，仰慕帅哥。=）伤心，是因为你不会再像以前一样，每年都给我送上生日祝福。伤心，是因为你不会再突然间，问说，你在哪里？在家吗？伤心，是因为你不会再献上你佳节的祝福。伤心，是因为你永远不可能再回到这世上。但，铭记，你，会永远在我心上。

对不起，不能送你最后一程，你应该不会怪我吧。我是想去，但老爸他不是很赞成。对不起佳峰。我只想让你知道，我很想你，偶尔会惦记着你，偶尔会讨厌你。虽然，我们只是时不时联络的朋友，但你是我想珍惜的朋友。我问过你，我这个人，很讨厌吧？每一次跟你sms, 就一直叫你戒烟，一直问你，戒了吗？你会觉得我很不耐烦吗？你说不会，反而，你觉得我人很好。＝）就是告诉过你，我不希望我任何一个朋友吸烟，因为我真的真的很讨厌人家吸烟，是超级讨厌那一种。你说，好，我听你的话。但又有谁知道，你戒了吗？每次问你，你都说，有，现在很少吸了。。。

那天，你突然打来，聊了一下，问我要不要跟你去泰国。我问你跟家人去吗？你说不，跟哥哥还有朋友。问我要不要去，你要带我去。不说，不了。你们去吧。

对，那一次你来找我，我看见你发福了。也变得比０８年好看。＝）

那一次，是我最后一次听到你的声音了。再次的失去朋友，心是多么的不舍。佳峰，您安息吧。

珍惜

好的東西, 都從我身邊溜走,因為認真考慮過,卻沒珍惜過.

從今,我會更珍惜,不再那麼執著了.

加油

跌过了。够了。

不要害怕面对，抬起头，走向前，拿你的成绩去！！！

加油！！！

走过了低潮。走过了。。 过了。。 我求求你，别来了。

好运，赶紧滚滚来！！！！ =）

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hello people!!!! I'm backed! let's pictures bring you through my uni life kay?? enjoy!!

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BEFORE ENTER USM

anyone wanna try penang tangyuan?? it's jz opposite 1st avenue.. =)

look at the store.. and the ppl who are waiting for the tangyuan..

we wait it patiently..

erjie is observing the tauge sou.. thinking of learn some technique. haha

the x sabar2 nak makan gang.. hahah

mummy and her little princess.. haha

er jie.. =)

mummy.. =)

third sis with dad.. =)

tamchiak po.. =P

little bro.. *smile*

tangyuan opposite 1st avenue for supper!!!

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USM

hostel..

cg's sport girls.

$$$

wow...

with $$$ again.. *i dont need your $$$~~~

cheers!!!

last day of orientation day before leaving with formal..

cg's leng lui.. hahahah

coursemates aka hostel mates..

with nut!! sabah girl.. =)

lithem.. coursemate..

it's so good that you can hold someone when naik the bukit so that you can save up energy.. love you lithem!!! hahaha..

before the performance.. get ourselves ready!!

1 malaysia song..

cahaya gemilang boleh!!!

leng lui leng zai... wakakakka...

3 leng luiS.. wakaka..

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SWEET ESCAPE TO HARVEST INN FOR LUNCH

SP FOR BREAKFAST

mushroom soup. rm4.50 if not mistaken

fruit

my fish and chip. rm8.90

leng lui mummy with the mushroom soup. <3

mummy's spicy cheesy fish.. rm12.90

chu ciong fan.

sweet escape to sp to have breakfast..

it is all bout this definition and that theorem.. and i really love you, MATH..

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CONVO WEEK

tapak convo.

it's convo week.. that's why gt kebab can eat.. hahah

SISTA CONVO

hello daddy mummy and sister!!! morning!!! wake up early in the morning to meet them before my class..

jubah and the tag..

leng lui.. =)

it's time to enter the dtsp and get the master cert..

daddy said, you look so pretty with your pink shirt.. =D

after class... =)

my sis and bro-in-law.. wish both of you stay happy and sweet always.. =)

=)

TZUCHI " BI YE GAN EN WAN HUI"

proud of you sista!!!

foods and drinks..

the foods..

father shared his feelings.. =)

dont enlarge it.. my eyes were redish..

sista.. <3

That's so touch when your parents are proud of you when you are graduated..

Be thankful that when you are studying, everything was fine at your hometown so that you can put 100% concentration on your studies..

I do, always pray for my family.. Love you..

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one morning, I wake up, and noticed that.. that's rainbow!!!!! in my room.. wow...

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RUN FOR PEACE, MATH SCHOOL INTERACTION DAY

2/10

a little "warm up" before the event started.. =)

wake up 3!!!! time to run for peace!!!!!

roommate-- chinlin.. =) im so lucky to have you as my roommate..

chinlin, yinlan, chewyan, sally and melaka girl-- fion!!! =)

chung ling gang..

chinlin, yinlan, chewyan and sally!!!

with chew yan and jia qi..

say "peace" for fun.. haha

wow.. so many ppl..

put your thumbprint on the peace banner!!!

yeah!!!

fion, chewyan, sally, chinlin and me!!!

hehe... i like this.. thanks eldest bro... many ppl compliment on my pretty, special umbrella. love it!!!

nice rite?? yea..

why r u so happy all the time chia kee?? =D

minum vico minum sampai lao sai!!!! hahaha.. laugh my ass off!!!!

yea!!! mission accomplished!!

waiting for the lucky draw!! but end up get nothing back. but we really enjoyed kay?

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coursemate --- little sis peiting.. after the khidmat komuniti's interaction day..

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KEM PIMPIN SISWA -- LATA PERANGIN,MANONG..

7/10 - 9/10

that's all about our laguage before goin to the camp.. =)

hi!!! we are from 6AS3!!! 4 out of 5..

we are strong!!

war-mate... =) thanks.

woots!! sexy chung ling's formal students' leg.. haha

"hei! u wanna take pic with us??"

that's ME!!! =)

sometimes, life is hard.. sometimes, life is easy.. when we feel that our life is getting heavier as days goes on, remember to slow down your foot steps.. close your eyes and take a deep breath. you can even cry.. as loud as you can.. as hard as you can.. "let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday".. remember, when your friends having different thought with you, dont upset. Be another side of it, be strong and be independent. uni life is all about independent... So, be happy go lucky.. =)

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW.. STAY TUNE PPL..

LOTS OF LOVE,

yinlan