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I have been online since 4pm just now, and waiting for you to online and was thinking maybe we can have a little chat so that I wont be so emo. But sadly, you wasn't online. Well, that's word appears in my brain right now, off your laptop and study right now! 

Well, it has been like dunno how long I didnt update my blog and let it rot there. is not that nothing to share, it just that too many things to share and keep on delayed one by one so end up dunno which one to start of. so rather keep it to myself and skip all the post. 

It's second semester of my first year uni life. You might ask me how's life here, and I would probably ans, I'm fine. thank you. but in the opposite, it might not be true somehow. ya, you might scold me as my uni is jz half an hour away from my home. It's true that I can go home anytime. but I'm turning 21 this year man. dont act like a child. without your best friends by your side, without friends that actually share the same interest with you, is like. hmmm... why I cant get rid of the shadow of alone. Ppl asked, is it so hard for you to do thing alone? Friend, you are just not that understand your friend here. Is not that she cant be alone, it's just that she dont like to be alone. lagi tak suka when her friends saw her eating alone. It's undeniably that when your friends around you cant understand you, you will feel so sad and at this moment, you will start to think of your family, your hometown friends and your best friends. To me, I can consider myself lucky as when I'm sad, I can share with true friends while facebook though cant face-to-face and complain. 

It's actually not that bad, I need to make myself happy.

I cant change you, cant change your character, and finally, I want to say, I hate you.

I told myself, I'm going to have a better me tmr!!! =)

Good luck for friday test! 

Till then, 

yours sincerely, 

yinlan

USM, 1ST YEAR 2ND SEM, 15 MAY 2012 9.05PM