It's always there, for me. ♥

can u hear me?

2012-02-01T06:15:00.000-08:00

佳峰

2012-01-29T01:37:00.000-08:00

佳峰，安心地走吧。

这消息来得还真得有点突然。怎么，你就这样的走了？你跟以前一样，没变过。之所以会这样，也许，这惩罚有点大。还记得那一年，那一年，10，2，2008。你，我，还有他们一起去queensbay吗？那一年，你变了。变成了我不认识的佳峰。廋了很多，以前的阳光look,一下下，变了那么多。好可惜。我们不愿看到这样堕落的你。我记得，那一次，发现了你吸烟，发现了你很不一样，开始劝你改过。你答应的，你会听我的。我可有证据，你不要忘记。那是相隔了几年？让我想想，从初中一，到08年，高中二，应该是三年多四年，没看到你了吧？虽然说，偶尔会联络。但每次约我出来，我应该多不能吧。那一年，你还记得在给车费的时候，我硬硬让你用我的钱给，你不肯，我说，你不拿，没下次。所以，你拿了。我笑了。多久了？我没忘。你可是初中一，的阳光帅哥。我怎么会忘了呢？那一年，你们在篮球场上打篮球，我们在旁边观赏。之后，你还跟我的好姐妹，谈了场恋爱。我们都不是很敢问你们的境况。只是之后，我离开了那间学校，再也没回去了。只是偶尔，khengseng会打来和我聊天，才会问起。偶尔跟你sms,才会问起。那一年，我们13岁，你14岁。还没转来，众杰就已经在学校拿你的照片，让我们看你有多好看。想起，还真的很可笑。

你在天堂，好吗？那一年，也是硬硬叫你绑带，你才绑。不然，你都不会绑。你怎么不要绑带？你不绑带，airbag不能detect到，那你不就是。。。。。。

还记得，那时，我再timeplanet做工，你有来，说要来买seiko的手表，叫我介绍。那是，我最后一次看到你吗？没有记错，是。还记得有一次，在pacific遇到你跟众杰。还记得初中一那一年，有偶尔在才能园“找食街”遇到你。如今，伤心是因为不能再听到你的声音，因为你不可能再打给我。伤心，是因为曾经，像个小粉丝似的，仰慕帅哥。=）伤心，是因为你不会再像以前一样，每年都给我送上生日祝福。伤心，是因为你不会再突然间，问说，你在哪里？在家吗？伤心，是因为你不会再献上你佳节的祝福。伤心，是因为你永远不可能再回到这世上。但，铭记，你，会永远在我心上。

对不起，不能送你最后一程，你应该不会怪我吧。我是想去，但老爸他不是很赞成。对不起佳峰。我只想让你知道，我很想你，偶尔会惦记着你，偶尔会讨厌你。虽然，我们只是时不时联络的朋友，但你是我想珍惜的朋友。我问过你，我这个人，很讨厌吧？每一次跟你sms, 就一直叫你戒烟，一直问你，戒了吗？你会觉得我很不耐烦吗？你说不会，反而，你觉得我人很好。＝）就是告诉过你，我不希望我任何一个朋友吸烟，因为我真的真的很讨厌人家吸烟，是超级讨厌那一种。你说，好，我听你的话。但又有谁知道，你戒了吗？每次问你，你都说，有，现在很少吸了。。。

那天，你突然打来，聊了一下，问我要不要跟你去泰国。我问你跟家人去吗？你说不，跟哥哥还有朋友。问我要不要去，你要带我去。不说，不了。你们去吧。

对，那一次你来找我，我看见你发福了。也变得比０８年好看。＝）

那一次，是我最后一次听到你的声音了。再次的失去朋友，心是多么的不舍。佳峰，您安息吧。

珍惜

2011-10-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

好的東西, 都從我身邊溜走,因為認真考慮過,卻沒珍惜過.

從今,我會更珍惜,不再那麼執著了.

加油

2011-10-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

跌过了。够了。

不要害怕面对，抬起头，走向前，拿你的成绩去！！！

加油！！！

走过了低潮。走过了。。过了。。我求求你，别来了。

好运，赶紧滚滚来！！！！ =）

a long post

2011-10-13T19:42:00.000-07:00

hello people!!!! I'm backed! let's pictures bring you through my uni life kay?? enjoy!!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

BEFORE ENTER USM

anyone wanna try penang tangyuan?? it's jz opposite 1st avenue.. =)

look at the store.. and the ppl who are waiting for the tangyuan..

we wait it patiently..

erjie is observing the tauge sou.. thinking of learn some technique. haha

the x sabar2 nak makan gang.. hahah

mummy and her little princess.. haha

er jie.. =)

mummy.. =)

third sis with dad.. =)

tamchiak po.. =P

little bro.. *smile*

tangyuan opposite 1st avenue for supper!!!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

USM

hostel..

cg's sport girls.

$$$

wow...

with $$$ again.. *i dont need your $$$~~~

cheers!!!

last day of orientation day before leaving with formal..

cg's leng lui.. hahahah

coursemates aka hostel mates..

with nut!! sabah girl.. =)

lithem.. coursemate..

it's so good that you can hold someone when naik the bukit so that you can save up energy.. love you lithem!!! hahaha..

before the performance.. get ourselves ready!!

1 malaysia song..

cahaya gemilang boleh!!!

leng lui leng zai... wakakakka...

3 leng luiS.. wakaka..

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

SWEET ESCAPE TO HARVEST INN FOR LUNCH

SP FOR BREAKFAST

mushroom soup. rm4.50 if not mistaken

fruit

my fish and chip. rm8.90

leng lui mummy with the mushroom soup. <3

mummy's spicy cheesy fish.. rm12.90

chu ciong fan.

sweet escape to sp to have breakfast..

it is all bout this definition and that theorem.. and i really love you, MATH..

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

CONVO WEEK

tapak convo.

it's convo week.. that's why gt kebab can eat.. hahah

SISTA CONVO

hello daddy mummy and sister!!! morning!!! wake up early in the morning to meet them before my class..

jubah and the tag..

leng lui.. =)

it's time to enter the dtsp and get the master cert..

daddy said, you look so pretty with your pink shirt.. =D

after class... =)

my sis and bro-in-law.. wish both of you stay happy and sweet always.. =)

TZUCHI " BI YE GAN EN WAN HUI"

proud of you sista!!!

foods and drinks..

the foods..

father shared his feelings.. =)

dont enlarge it.. my eyes were redish..

sista.. <3

That's so touch when your parents are proud of you when you are graduated..

Be thankful that when you are studying, everything was fine at your hometown so that you can put 100% concentration on your studies..

I do, always pray for my family.. Love you..

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

one morning, I wake up, and noticed that.. that's rainbow!!!!! in my room.. wow...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

RUN FOR PEACE, MATH SCHOOL INTERACTION DAY

2/10

a little "warm up" before the event started.. =)

wake up 3!!!! time to run for peace!!!!!

roommate-- chinlin.. =) im so lucky to have you as my roommate..

chinlin, yinlan, chewyan, sally and melaka girl-- fion!!! =)

chung ling gang..

chinlin, yinlan, chewyan and sally!!!

with chew yan and jia qi..

say "peace" for fun.. haha

wow.. so many ppl..

put your thumbprint on the peace banner!!!

yeah!!!

fion, chewyan, sally, chinlin and me!!!

hehe... i like this.. thanks eldest bro... many ppl compliment on my pretty, special umbrella. love it!!!

nice rite?? yea..

why r u so happy all the time chia kee?? =D

minum vico minum sampai lao sai!!!! hahaha.. laugh my ass off!!!!

yea!!! mission accomplished!!

waiting for the lucky draw!! but end up get nothing back. but we really enjoyed kay?

----------------------------------------------------

coursemate --- little sis peiting.. after the khidmat komuniti's interaction day..

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

KEM PIMPIN SISWA -- LATA PERANGIN,MANONG..

7/10 - 9/10

that's all about our laguage before goin to the camp.. =)

hi!!! we are from 6AS3!!! 4 out of 5..

we are strong!!

war-mate... =) thanks.

woots!! sexy chung ling's formal students' leg.. haha

"hei! u wanna take pic with us??"

that's ME!!! =)

sometimes, life is hard.. sometimes, life is easy.. when we feel that our life is getting heavier as days goes on, remember to slow down your foot steps.. close your eyes and take a deep breath. you can even cry.. as loud as you can.. as hard as you can.. "let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday".. remember, when your friends having different thought with you, dont upset. Be another side of it, be strong and be independent. uni life is all about independent... So, be happy go lucky.. =)

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW.. STAY TUNE PPL..

LOTS OF LOVE,

yinlan

Little princess

2011-09-03T15:53:00.000-07:00

Up up and down down. Move here and move there. Upstairs and downstairs. Moving all around the palace*house* like a little princess. Today, tomorrow and the days yet to come, Im still the little princess in my palace. Little princess is going to stay out of her palace this time. *but of course still will be goin back to palace whenever she is free* She is gonna to miss her bed very much. Without all the pampers by her family members and close friends, she is here, alone to face the new environment and people. So, her family members and friends wish her all the BEST in uni and future undertakings. She keeps everything inside her heart and will remember all the advises. Be strong girl. But what to do? Little princess used to being pampered by everyone but now, it's the time for her to learn to be independent. So, cross your fingers again for her, wishing her All The Best in her uni life. Find a prince who loves her and find some true friends in uni life. Get them help her thin and thick. Enjoy the life and be positive little princess.. =)

With loves,
Little princess Yinlan

Secret Garden

2011-08-11T19:23:00.000-07:00

Ya, no doubt. I love Kim Joo Won that much.. It's a love story movie that I love the most.. <3 <3 <3

Hope you will like it too.. =)

it goes one..

2011-07-27T23:22:00.000-07:00

There is one saying that, you chose the road for yourself and you need to prove it that you have made a right one. with a click of menolak, please dont think much on it any more. no more standing there, pondering!

i got some advice from my senior and thanks a lot..

But if for me, I will just look ahead towards the future that I had chosen instead of standing there and pondering whether I had make the right decision because you cannot alter your past but you can shape your future. Don't worry as it is a learning process where we all share together, no one is perfect and I'm not excluded.

once you make a decision, never look back again.. Good Luck is all you need!!

found out this quote :

in three words, I can sum up everything I've learned about life--it goes on.

Choices

2011-07-15T23:21:00.000-07:00

Hi readers. It's Saturday, a sunny Saturday.. As you guys know, UPU announced the result yesterday. I did go to toilet for twice, before checking the result. It happens to me, every time before I check on these kind of apply thingy. Life ain't easy.. I heard some good news from my friends, in the meanwhile, I heard some bad news from my friends too.. my feeling was like =) then =( .. Really sorry to those who didn't get a place in local uni for the first trial. BUT, NEVER GIVE UP!! appeal again and I will pray for you.. And I really hope that you all can enter Uni.. *palm close and pray hard*

No one says life is easy. Appealed and get USM -- IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA SAINS GUNAAN (KEPUJIAN) (MATEMATIK DAN EKONOMI) , UPU offered me UPM -- BACELOR KEJURUTERAAN (PROSES DAN MAKANAN) . Need to choose between two choices and have to ensure that the road that I have chosen, is the right path to me.. and the road not taken, jz left it. We cant travel both. *the road not taken* I do hate myself, sometimes.. being too kind-hearted can sometimes hurt ourself..

Cheers.. Cheers and cheers.. =) Choices are given to us, just go for what you think is right for you and make it right for you..

我总将离开山岗，追逐生命中的理想。

成长路难免崎岖，不要迷失方向。

我总将张开翅膀，飞向更宽阔的远方。

成长路..................

面对选择的时候，听听心底宁静的角落。失去方向的时候，记得抬头仰望清澈的天空。。

没有一个人，又放弃的权利。懂吗？

GENTING!!

2011-07-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!! It's been quite some times since my last blogging. Well, I went for vacation for the past few days with my classmates. We went to GENTING on the 4th of July and backed on the 7th of July.. Quite fun. Let's pictures do the talking.

4th july, 11pm.

Group pic.. departing..

before

after.. lmao

tam chiak po.. teehee..

reached at 4.30am..

Sat at KFC for 4 HOURS..

The winners..

and The losers..

6AS1's Seek Kang. the one that saying himself abnormal since the day he is born.. lol..

OUTDOOR!!! RM46..

Sorry, I got no gut to play this..

Dragon one, I dare. I heard someone saying this is for the KIDS one. =P

COLD.. COLD.. COLD...

I offer my helps to jaga beg.. =P

we jumped, we laughed, we acted.

Group pic before leaving the outdoor. and note that there is no one around us.. =)

on the way to Chin Swee Temple.

say IM CUTE.. =)

Words from Mr Lim.

Ba xian..

Met little cute handsome boy.. ;)

our begs..

look at my beh kam muan face.. haha.. cinema for Treasure Inn.

The girls.

suggested by Shuling- our camera girl.

Maychie and I went back to Hotel whereas this five not decided to sleep yet. they went to the small taman beside flying coaster and sat at there..

The girl- chinean who took her bath at 3am..

The guys peeking girls.

finally she got the mood to snap pictures.. SHULING..

last picture. Say good bye to GENTING.

7th july, 4pm.

Yours truly,

Today my life begins.. =)

2011-06-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

Things came just not that smooth. I'm heart-broken too, not because of relationship or anything, but just because of the application of the Uni thing though it's not the end yet!!! First of all, didnt get shortlisted for the MedSi interview and secondly it came was, Didnt get shortlisted by USM. I WONT GIVE UP, I'M GOING TO APPEAL AGAIN.. *Cross your fingers for me that I will get in to USM..

Just like what this song says....

I've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if I
I'd ever heal again

oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (oh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and I've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (oh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...

Last but not least, Im always telling myself, always, always, to be positive.. =)

Yours truly,
YinLan.

positive site

2011-05-21T20:33:00.000-07:00

I have just checked for the interview. I didn't call for interview. =( Never mind, life still goes on. Im not going to give up, I'm going to work hard.. I believe there is another better path awaiting me, yea, I believe there is.. Always believe.. I'm not sad, just disappointed about that after all, I have really worked hard and tried my best for that. My wish of becoming a teacher never fade and it will be continued.. No one knows how government choose us, right? What I can say is, it's not under our control. They didn't choose me is their own loss.. =)

mel: means there's another better choices up coming to you!! dont T.T ok. God is fair right. =)

me: agree!!! the best answer i get..Yes, i believe that GOD is FAIR.. thanks mel!!

Remember, life still goes on....

Dont worry, Im fine..

Back to the real life..

On 22th of May, parents went for wedding dinner so WE decided to go and have our dinner. Sis brought me to a vegetarian shop which located somewhere.

mushroom soup and a bread...

my love.. ♥♥

guava + coral grass *sis said, i dont want to snap only the food, i want to snap the food and the ppl together. =P

yours truly,

yinlan

jst sign language performance..

2011-05-17T22:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday nite show..

It supposed to be at here(jst platform) but at nite, we couldnt make it at there and we were forced to change the location.. Deepest sigh for all of us. It's would be my 1st time performing at there if yesterday nite show is at there.. no fate.. =~

12.30pm - depart from house.

1.55pm - reach jst.

2.30pm - my "plait" is ready..

2.30pm - 6.30pm - rehersal..

6.30pm - dinner time.. =)

6.30pm - 8.20pm - re-rehersal(last minute) due to raining. (so cant perform at the outside area there)

8.30pm - START!!

10.30pm - enD.. =)

10.30pm- supper time.. =)

after that balik kampung oik oik..

BEFORE

AFTER

Is supposed to be here..
Look at that, everything is ready.. *note that the floor is wet..

have this for supper.. =)

Thanks to senior..

My god mother came to support too.. =)

Yours truly,

Come back to us.

2011-05-16T02:04:00.000-07:00

I hope.. Im hoping.. She will get a right and good one.. Just hope that she is fine with everything.. Come back to us..

2010 birthday

2011-05-11T15:33:00.000-07:00

11/5/2011

Imma freaking bored so blogging seems to be the only thing I can do.

I found out this..

2010 birthday..
I remembered on that night, my family bought me a cake, as usual we celebrate everyone's birthday.. and actually I did cry on that night, but I have forgotten what was that reason. I guess I was not feeling well on that night.. after that, I fall sick for 2 weeks.. seriously ill for 2 weeks and MC quite many days too..

look at that pictures below.

I requested for the words on the cake. =)

look properly, the tears on my cheek there. I rushed to bed after cutting the cake.. I remembered. Parents and siblings were all beside me..

a better one.. haha... I looked so ... =~

無標題的標題

2011-05-06T12:57:00.000-07:00

一边晒衣，一边听著收音機. 頭腦出現許多感想.

沒有工作, 沒有上課, 胡思亂想, 又過了一夜.

思念的感覺, 也越來越深.

有多少人,值得等待, 有多少愛可以從來?

一些人,你對他好, 他未必對你好;一些人,他對你好,你也未必對他好.

喝了一杯咖啡.心跳得非常的快.

精神特別的清醒.

朋友,何謂朋友?

朋友需要多, 還是需要好?

真心朋友,一個就好.

因為

一個真心朋友,足以代替幾個普通朋友.

做人要像海綿一樣. 老師,很重要.

老師的一句話,能夠影響一個人,他的一輩子.

好與壞

都會牢牢的被記著.

每個人都需要愛.

你都這樣對待每個人嗎?

你對每個人都這麼好嗎?

那我該怎樣評你?

語無倫次

寫完一篇

又是美好的一天

happy mood.. you?

2011-04-08T12:55:00.000-07:00

It used to be my alarm song every morning yet I didnt notice that the lyric is so meaningful. If there is a chance, in the future, Jay Chou is coming to M'sia, Im not going to miss it. ;-)

I received 2 letters from my students yesterday. From the letter, I know that they are doing fine, I know they are getting better. Im please to know that. They promise me, they will become better and I choose to believe them, bless them. Maybe I did give them HOPE. They see the hopes from me, REMEMBER, there is no difference if you are in last class of the form. You are the same, same age, study same syallbus and study under the same roof. It just that you need to work rather a liiter bit harder.

Sun will shines.

Choral Speaking 2007

2011-03-31T23:55:00.000-07:00

It's Raining Again

2011-03-20T17:20:00.000-07:00

It's raining again.

Why it rains?

I remembered that day, that morning. Mun fetched us to her funeral. She left us, just like that. It's really unexpected and unbelievable when I got to know this bad news from Hui Ling on Thursday night. Actually she supposed to come backed and celebrate her birthday here. But who knows.... May HER rest in peace in the other world. You text me whenever I need your support. You always text me at the right time. Again, I hope that you will rest in peace..

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

hard work paid off ♥

2011-02-21T16:56:00.000-08:00

relief. it ends. my secondary school life end once i opened my result.

i left my school at 11.15am, once after the class. mum fetched me, and we went to fetch chinean. actually at 1st i planned to drive by my own, but i was thinking that i might unable to drive due to my nervous-ness. and mum did think of that too. therefore, she offered to drive me to the school and took the most ever important result in my life. duh..

before entered the school, chinean received a call from our classmate, telling that got 4 ppls got 4 flats. we were like- stress and really worried about our result.. everyone has their very own aims. we waited, infront of the office. i was like.. blank.. i was just too scared to accept the truth.

after that, one sir came out and asked us go to dewan serbaguna where everyone was already there. and there were 3 tables with the class labeling there. i search for my class, and i walked there, put down my signature, and the prefect found my folder and took it for me..

okay, walked, walked, to aside... shhh..

okay, yinlan, take a deep breath, i tear it, side by side, one by one, and my heart was just beating too fast.. i walked to aside, with none beside me and i opened it.. i was like.......... RELIEF. thanks my NENEK MOYANG and all the GODS that poh pi me.. i din failed my physics.. luckily.. i din. all this while, i was very worried about my physics as i really cant do for my paper 2. no kidding. I DIN CRIED. I DIN.

it's better than wat i expect.. is much more better..

after that, we loitered in school for a while and we decided to go to stuff's room and search for our PA teacher. LUCKILY, i got A for my PA.. at least, i can saw the smile on ur face, teacher LIM.. i feel proud for that.. :-)

not to forget, chemistry teacher also came to us.. and i knew, she worried about me.. frankly, i never passed my chemistry. never. but i got a B for that, and i tell u, I REALLY HAD TRIED MY VERY VERY VERY BEST FOR MY CHEMISTRY PAPER.. really.. i wrote all i knew on it.. i really worked for it..

overall consider good to me..

now, it's time to pray hard again, for this local uni application.... amitabha..

♥

i got that, for my form 6. and i wait for more to come.

♥

All the best.

2011-02-18T20:55:00.000-08:00

it's freaking nervous when it comes to talk about result.
i know, at this moment, we can't change anything as everything is already become the "fact". :(
what we need to do is - enjoy the days before we face the ever cruel thing in our life.

seriously, i don't like, damn, the feeling, especially days before the result is coming out. my heart is throbbing whenever i think of that. but still, i hope for the best, i wish for the best, i pray for the best, and i believe the best..
;-)

GOOD DAY, remember, everyday is a good day.. amitabha..

光影（追影。築夢主題曲）A Time To Embrace Theme Song

2011-02-14T07:29:00.000-08:00

日久生情

2011-02-09T01:51:00.000-08:00

突然好想你, 你到底在哪裡?

此時此刻,頭腦一片空白.

在過幾天,就到一個月了. 轉眼間, 我在北賴中華三校就快要一個月了. 很快地, 我也即將離開那間學校. 人啊, 就是如此- 日久生情. 還真不舍得. 你們天真無邪, 可愛, 把老師給笑坏了. 我其實不敢笑太多, 因為其他老師跟我說過, 小心他們會爬上你得頭來. 但, 我想了又想, 考試的班, 對不起. 沒考試的班, 老師實在是沒有理由對你們凶凶的. 所以, 一起笑吧!!!! 哈哈哈!　

一開始, 來得很恍然. 一通電話, 兩三趟的車程, 竟然讓我園了夢. 所以我時長說人要勇敢去夢! 總有一天, 夢想一定會成功! 我相信自己, 相信未來, 更相信老天爺! =)

踏入學校, 第一次週會, 又一次的聽起校歌, 當下在小學的那些美好回意ㄦ, 一幕一幕的出現在我的腦ㄦ. 我知道, 我不能放棄每一個他. 再差, 老師也希望你勤勞一點, 不要當個懶惰虫. 只要你肯努力, 老師一定幫到底. 雖然, 僅短短的兩個月, 但老師仍然會祝福你, 前程似錦.

太多東西了.

這就是'一些'的他們了.

左邊的, 運動員. 中間的, '大'哥. 右邊的, 我不知道.

五年級的勤勞寶寶.
四年級的可愛小朋友.

本來想拍多一點, 那知, 沒電了. 真可惜不能來賬合照..

心中滿滿的愛

♥♥♥

ETERNAL FRIENDSHIP

2011-01-31T15:33:00.000-08:00

ETERNAL FRIENDSHIP

That's the best thing ever if your friends are always by your side, support you no matter where they are and where you are.

I know, they are always there for me.. muackss!!

friends 4ever!!! ♥

raining post

2011-01-02T19:36:00.000-08:00

well, it's 3rd day of 2011.. everyone starts working, studying. and you guess what yinlan doing? rotting in the house. yea. actually i did interview some job, but eit

her is the salary too low(mayb i shouldnt have complaint so much), or the working hours is too long. 1 thing that i was quite shocked when leong seng said Chin Hoon, not plan to continue her study in local university as she said her result wont be that good. start from that particular day, nightmare starts. Frankly, im very worried about my physics.

Well, keep it aside for the negative. As time passes, i have been working so hard for my STPM, it's never been an easy task definitely for the form 6 students. If

there is someone asking me, do u think that studying is good? i will definitely advise him/her, if possible, dont take up form 6(science stream).

That's all for form 6.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

KL + MALACCA trip from 17th dec 2010- 20th dec 2010

Well, the day right after my last paper, i followed XinYan a

nd her whole family traveled down to KL and Malac

ca. No doubt, we have fun there.

1st night, at 1 utama.

xinyan not ready yet. =)

a better one. at Xinyan's aunty house, Sri Hartamas.

Photo shooting at the area around our so called "condominium".. haha

Thx XinYan's bro..

Xinyan and her family..

We met PN NALINI at there..

Mahkota Pahlawan- bought one top from there, rm29 and when i went to KL, I saw the exactly same one there, selling jz rm25.. =(

Thx Xinyan's dad for the T-shirt..

Thx for the TRIP.. I really enjoy it every much.. Thx Xinyan... muacks ♥ =)

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Actually there are lots of pic to share. but due to my laziness, sorry. and right now, Im lazy to continue.. so That's all for now..

raining, 3/1/2011

WELCOME 2011

2010-12-31T07:55:00.000-08:00

2010, NO REGRET!!!

TAKE A DEEP BREATH, WELCOME BRAND NEW 2011!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2010-08-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YINLAN..

okay, story starts here..

this morning, as usual, wait my bus uncle to fetch me up and the uncle drive drive drive to school. though i was late, but the prefect didnt record my name, it's bcz they having exam..
you know what?? on the way to the school, i saw 2 girls, similar to my classmate.. and yea, they were.. it's chinean and peirou!!!! chinean's leg injured due to accident.. and the hole on her leg really makes her pain like hell.. and of course, i walked together with them. but finally i decided to go up to class 1st, and asked for help.. and our class physics HERO, came down and help her.. and we skipped the two period physics due to need to help her up and changed class..
as i walked along to the class, i was blessed by my lovely classmate!!! bcz they are on their way to bio lab!!! so touch and happy..
and as day past, we have our lessons on and finally, it's 1.15pm..
they last decision on which restaurant to go is HOME RECIPE.. it's jz opposite CLB..
i sat peirou's car and headed to the there.. yea, its birthday celebration for ME by my classmate.. we stayed there for around one and a half hours. thx PEILING, for the cake and the present.. of course, thx all of them for giving me the cakes..
okay, thx 1. PEILING, for this whole organisation
2. MAYCHIE, for the plan
3. LEONGSENG, for coming and he said got present 2mr.. haha..
4. PEIROU, for fetching me there
5. CHINEAN, for coming though leg is pain
6. MAIMAI, for coming too
7. CHINHOON, for coming too, though u feel uneasy.. haha
8. SHULI, for coming
9. SIUCHUN, for coming
10. CHONGMING, for saying N times of HAPPY BIRTHDAY
11. PEKCHAN, for the milk tea
12. HOETENG, for coming
13. LEONGHOOI, for coming and telling me the rules.. haha.
14. JIAWEN, thx alot for coming though stay so far
15. CHUI THONG, same to u..
16. SHUQI, for the birthday wish..
17. PHEYCHUIN, for the birthday wish too..
18. SHULING, for the cake
19. CHEECHEAN, erm thx too
20. QIZHENG, for te wish....

THX 6AS3!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MOST!!!
THX MY CONVENT GIRLFRIENDS!!!! MUACKSSSS!!! LOVE YA...

THX TO ALL WHO WISHING ME...

I LOVE YOU, PAPA AND MAMA--- IMMORTAL LOVE
I LOVE YOU, MY SIBLINGS--- IMMORTAL LOVE

HEALTHY AND STPM 4 FLATS!!

with lots of love,

YINLAN

bla bla bla bla

2010-07-28T23:26:00.000-07:00

dont try to promise ppl anythingsss.. not even a simple thing..

great.

沒那麼簡單

2010-02-17T02:09:00.000-08:00

黃小琥
沒那麼簡單( 歌詞 )

沒那麼簡單

作詞：姚若龍
作曲：蕭煌奇

沒那麼簡單就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經
想念最傷心但卻最動心的記憶

choon lin's farewell party

2010-01-27T03:12:00.000-08:00

again, he was backed to his hometown and again, he went back to sdyney.

so, there was a party on the 22/1/10. together we do gathering lo.. though not every tzushao were there, but we did have a great time..

ermm.. got no extra time for other story.. conclusion, im having great time.. i enjoy study, but im struggling to get a better "me".

mayb im goin to a "BASKETBALL competition".. haha.. surprise right? i say may b la.. not sure yet. i jz want to enroll myself to sth that i think i wont have a chance to try it after my secondary school.. so, enjoy, enjoy.. GOD BLESS..

yinlan

happy? NO. sad? YES.

2010-01-11T02:52:00.000-08:00

not bcz of muet result, not bcz of someone, not bcz of what u r thinking, is because of time cant rewind back.. and, i HATE it..

不能改變的事實，只好讓眼淚來相伴。讓眼淚沖淡一切。讓眼淚靜靜地流。

i dnt want to be rude, but i need to be rude.. NOW.. wtf.

FAKE.

no one promise life would be easy.

2009-11-18T05:39:00.000-08:00

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat u right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. if u get a chance, take it. if it changes ur life let it. nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it!!!!

finally, exam was over.

view everyone's blog and now, time for me to blog..

as usual, i have gone through hard time. "no one say life would be easy", i got it.. it's undeniable that form six isnt easy. i really having hard time over here. i worry about everythings. though exam was FINALLY over, still, there are many to think about and dont forget, STPM is awaiting. STRESS STRESS and STRESS. i thought i can cope with all the stress, but the thruth prove me wrong.. yea, WRONG.. i always say, time needed.. but, i wonder how long should i need. hope i can cope with it in just a wink. pray hard..

im just wondering, the guys in my class, why why why they are quite naughty, still still still, they can hander their studies WELL. "'bising bising' ubi berisi".. hahaha.. i told my sis about this, and she said, this is what we call, "gao"(pandai) lo.. sometime they are nice, but sometime they are just too much.. too noisy.. cant stand with them especially these few days.. people struggling doing our last minute revision, but they are there, ki-ki-ka-ka.. ishhhh..

and what u guys know?? some of my friends over there, like to call me, "lan jie"(yin LAN sis).

currently, i dare not to enter my study room, i dare not to touch all the books.. dare not.. i have no courage to do that. i scared the reality will hurt me badly. i scared to know my result. scared to go to school this friday. scared.

work-off late.. burn midnight oil, getting bored with the four subjects.. sigh.. for what??

arghxxx.. dont want continue d..

ANY HANGOUT??

anyone going to penang bridge marathon?? im going.. still wondering, how far i could withstand?? dunno.. haha..

And I, I got to be strong

2009-09-11T19:04:00.000-07:00

just a random update here ya..

cz i guess nothing special.. life getting busier and busier.. go to school and tuition.. then sleep..

last night, one of my classmate(hoteng) birthday.. so, they decided to organize a bbq party@birthday party to celebrate with him at another classmate(zhongming) house.. so, after attending two tuition, straight away go to the his house.. peiling fetch me and leong sheng followed us.. but we didn't know where is his house, so we were leaded by munhong.. *ttn end at 10pm

actually its quite tiring.. but what to do?? fun ma.. sadly, no picture was taken yesterday..

its almost 30ppl attended, and i went back at around 11.40pm..

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

TAKE CARE friends

2009-08-08T18:57:00.000-07:00

love this picture.. was taken at the "bachelor night" of our uncle.. beside me is my cousin..

i miss my long hair.. T.T

it has been quite some time i wanted to change my songs.. i do not know there is a song same with my blogger main title.. i knew it after Michael Jakson passed away..

well, nothing much i would like to share.. just normal.. every day go to school, tuition.. nothing much.. exam is just around the corner and i wonder why im still here blogging..

but today is the only day i allow myself to sit infront the computer for such a long duration-- 1 hour.. i was supposed to study instead of sitting here..

erm.. everything going well.. erm.. my classmate are "CUTE" and "FUNNY" and "HILARIOUS" and luckily i got to laugh everyday.. as laugh can make us stay young forever.. yeah.. quite happy to hang out with them.. FORM 6, im used to it.. I GUESS..

last but not least, guys, please take good care of yourself.. H1N1 had conquer to our country.. personal hygiene.. dont fall sick.. dont get flu, cough.. In SHORT, prevention is better than cure, WEAR MASK..

during the dato onn's canteen day..

eating burger.. shafiq and ter fu were trying to snap.. ishhh..

shafiq, mayling, and terfu

again, us.. i dunno why i looked like that.. not nice but memorable.. haha

with you,

yinlan

hectic life

2009-08-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

hey ppl.. I'm here again. it has been quite some time i didn't update my blog. its because my really busy with my homework and all the school stuff. *suffocate

well, everythings going smooth, the ppl there are friendly, kind and helpful. they help me a lot with my studies.. as u know, i have to cope with their speed and for those chapter that i had missed out, i have to study by myself.. quite stress.. plus, the exam is just around the corner..

all i can do now is, take it easy lo~~

try my very best to cope with them..

as the saying goes, "all works and no play make Jack a dull boy” same goes to me..

"all works and no play make YINLAN a dull girl"..

because of my studies, i sacrificed a lot.. *snob

i just hope that in the coming holiday, i can make myself relax and enjoy the holiday..

erm.. everyone, any plans during the holiday???

short hair, new bag before step into my class..

2009-07-07T04:38:00.000-07:00

lol...

my hair is damn short..

2mr goin to clb d..

nw goin to prepare everythings..

hope everythings will goin to be very fine to me...

best of LUCK to me..

wont be update so frequently d.. cz have to cope with my study.. i believe i will be lag behind others.. *bullet train* thus, i need to chase after them.. hope i can COPE!!! and adapt the new surrounding..

any important msg or whatever, do straight away call me ya.. or sms me..

relief+nervous

2009-07-06T16:03:00.000-07:00

ermmm..

relief+nervous

for ur information, im goin to CLB!!

waiting for the letter, after got the letter, i wll be leaving DOB..

i hv to 1, cut short hair, that is wat i worried about as it has been quite a long time that i didnt keep short hair.. x bersampai hati nak cut!! T.T

2, meet new friends,

3, adapt the new surrounding, and .... much more things..

hope everythings will be fine..

GOD BLESS..

TO BOTH MY FRIENDS, WHO ARE GOIN TO AUS..

2009-07-05T04:52:00.000-07:00

TO BOTH MY FRIENDS, WHO ARE GOIN TO AUS..

DEAREST ANGEL TAN..

ALL THE VERY BEST TO YOU..

I KNOW, I HAVE BEEN TELLING YOU THIS n times, but still, i want to tell you again..

TAKE CARE MY DUDE!!! MISS YOU TO THE MAX!!

Same goes to you, CHOONLIN..

ALL THE BEST TO YOU!!

MUST BE A VERY WELL KNOWN CHEF ya..

the one that always berdoa n cares for me..

2009-07-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

LEE JIAN HUI

FATTY LEE

someone complaint that i forgot him worr.. but i told him, i never forget him even one second.. so he was like, very happy.. ishhhh....

actually he is not fat but i don't know why he calls himself fatzai.. swt........

his blog >>> www.fatzai88.blogspot.com

thx for always curi-curi tangkap gambar aku, and thx for the NOTES.. *but ur notes are not arrange properly.. sorry to say that lo..

all the best to you too, to continue ur study in UTM.. (correct?? it's in johor) and i know u will surely miss PENANG very very much.. haha

in conclusion, he is good, gentleman and .....

satisfied?? ;-P

給純銀寶寶前主人的一封信。。

2009-07-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

認識你，三四年了。一開始，就沒有想過你會喜歡上我。記得第一句對白，“你也蠻會哭得hor？”在洗碗區那，你就這樣的問我。我應該只是以笑來回應吧。之後，在後臺，你就跟我要電話。我忘了我有沒有給你。。

2006年年尾，我們一班慈少，一起去臺灣，在那裏度過了兩個星期。還記得，還收著，你在“捏麵人”的那堂課，送給我你做的鴨。。謝謝你。之後在飛機裏，你送了一張比較不同于送他人的一張卡片給我。。謝謝你。

2007年8月，你在檳華獨中送給我了一份生日禮物。我把它收到生日那天，淩晨十二點，再把它打開來，果然我沒猜錯，是巧克力附加一張卡片。難忘的16嵗生日禮物。

2008年8月，你用了postlaju寄了一份禮物給我。就在我生日的前一天，收到你的禮物。真得很謝謝你，帶來了無數驚喜。年尾，你說要跟我玩聖誕交換禮物，我答應了。結果是，你已寄給了我，而我，在2009年7月3日，才把禮物送給了你。對不起。

2009年7月3日，在你的家，我們辦了一個farewell party給你，同時也是我們慈少聯誼。真的沒想過，你會再送我生日禮物。真的沒想過，真的驚訝，很不知所措。你從你的褲袋裏拿了出來說，“這是送你十八嵗的生日禮物。” 真的很謝謝你。也希望，你會喜歡我送的禮物，還有我爸媽送給你的那份祝福禮物。

無可否認，你真的幫過我許多。。數學project,考試使得tips等等。感恩你。

從認識你至今，我做的，往往都應該不是你想要的結局。我逃避，我不敢真正的跟你交談。不敢。所以，我不是一個好女孩，原諒我就是這樣的女生。但如今，我不再逃避，也沒有這個必要了。因爲，我學會了接受，學會了面對。如今，你要出國留學了。我在這裡衷心的祝福你。願你能儅一位鼎鼎大名的大廚師！

願，友誼永固。。

很久以前的今天．．a title that are not related to the content..

2009-07-01T18:47:00.000-07:00

實在是太多不愉快的事發生了. 忘了當初的天真, 忘了當初的那份快樂. 難道, 十八歲就應該面對這一切嗎?十八歲不是應該快快樂樂, 享受人生嗎? 不明白, 不明白. 也許, 每次都用英文寫blog, 所以有些東西, 本來要表達卻表達不出所以乾脆直接不要寫好了.

也許, 這一切都是上天故意安排, 讓我學會如何去解決問題, 讓我學會成長.

也許, form6這一年半, 不會好過. 只希望, 有你們的陪伴, 會讓我更好過. 最近, 很容易就掉淚了. 說過不可以那麼脆弱, 但不是每個時刻, 都能控制得到.

也許, 這是讓我學習更堅強的時機. 十八歲的天空, 只想快快樂樂.

可惜不是你~~~陪我到最後~~~

祝福我的朋友, 不管你們在哪裡, 我都希望你們在世界的另一個角落, 快快樂樂的活著.

1, ANGEL-- take care when u are there.. i will always stand by u.. forever.. luckily u know teakwando.. haha.. so that you can protect yourself there.. muacksss...

2, XINYAN n MUNYEE-- i know, both of you having fun there.. unlike me and mayling here.. jz hope both of you, can achieve what you want.. friendsforever and ever..

3, BEELIAN n JANLYN-- both of you lei.. so so so lucky, got the same matrik.. and result also very good, so i think both of you can survive over there.. hahaha..

4, JOCEY-- jocey also, seems you r having fun over there.. so, keep on ya..

5, MELI-- meli lei.. got matrik, but come back again.. im nt sure u hv chosen the correct path way or not, but watever decision you have made, i will support you..

6, HUI LING n ELAINE-- both of you, get the second choice.. one jit sin, one st.mark.. hope both of you can cope with your study there ya..

7, KARCHEE n GUILING-- both of you, gambadeh..

8, LEEN-- i knw, u r so so so lucky, get penang matriks.. so, enjoy over there kay?? and sent my regard to syuhada..

9, CHOONLIN-- goin to australia also.. god bless you there.. thanks for everythings you have done, i will always remember.. thankss..

10, HOCKSHIUAN-- you r so heartless.. left us.. but however, i hope u choose the right path la.. and, dont miss us.. haha..

last but nt least, all i wanna to say is, CONVENT GIRLS, we are the BEST!! dont underestimate CONVENT GIRLS.. they will burst when they cant tahan.. and becareful, when they are burst, they will bite, means they are goin to be MUCH MORE BETTER THAN WHAT YOU THINK THEY ARE..

i jz cant tahan what i heard today.. so i need to say,

CONVENT GIRLS, WE ARE THE BEST!!!

* anyone i have left out?? that i forgot to mention??

the smiling face that i hope i will always be..

thanks

2009-06-25T04:23:00.000-07:00

its okay now..

told her jz now, that i cant make it on saturday.. mayb is because of she was in a good mood, so she DIDNT scold me.. haha.. but, she said, "THEN I WILL PUT A BLACK MARK ON YOUR NAME...." haizzz.. i knew she wont says, NEVERMIND.. but for me ok la.. it's consider good enough for her to answer me like that.. haha..

thx everyone that berdoa untuk saya.. thanks from bottom of my heart..

start facing problem

2009-06-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

i CRIED not because of want you to let go me.. is because i felt very susah.. tried to explain to u but it seems no use.. to me, both also important. tzuchi and dinner both also i hope i can attend. but i hope more that i can go to perform.. u asked me, which one is ur priority?? i couldnt answer it as i knw my answer will goes to tzuchi rather than go to the dinner.. for me the dinner is actually nothing and we have to pay for that.. ofcourse i know if i go to the dinner i will gain marks for my koku.. but my heart isnt there.. i have promised them that i will be goin to perform earlier that.. this dinner come after this.. plus they cant find the one that ganti me.. so what you want me to do?

i know, my life there isnt that easy from today onwards.. i have been told, my life there isnt that easy anymore.. she will TREAT ME LIKE HELL i guess..

im on the horns of a dilemma.. anyone can teach me what to do??

in the school computer lab

2009-06-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

im in the school now.. so upset.. jz finished typing but all gone it jz because of salah tekan one button.. so lazy to retype..
im so so so .......

HATE LIKE HELL

2009-06-23T06:42:00.000-07:00

i hate DOB.. especially the miss Y.. like what Rachel said, HATE LIKE HELL....

BBQ GATHERING AT PARADISE BEACH on 12/6/09

2009-06-21T03:36:00.000-07:00

on the 12/6/09 , we, 20 of us, went to Paradise Beach for our BBQ gathering!!! NO DOUBT, ofcourse we were having FUN there.. and we enjoyed every moment that we are together.. and, we are heading to the NEXT gathering.. hohohoho.. anyone wanna join?? ;-P

THERE ARE SOME OF THE PICTURES...

the three who organised the whole activity-- we call it as, the organisers..

the "guys"

and, the "girls"

take five

take four

take three

take two

take one

everyone smile..

haha.. luckily im sitting infront.. or else i couldnt be seen lo..

kacau banyak-banyak mia "xun hong".. ishhh

cheersss...

20 of ussss.. oohoohooh get high...

im wondering what are they actuallly doing behind there.. ish..

pray for me

2009-06-15T02:05:00.000-07:00

im so so so depress. i really 'spechless' to the school. after all, im unhappy to stay there. but what can i do? what i can do for the time being is only APPEAL again, and cross fingers that CLB still got place for me to go in. the main reason i want to go there is because of the transport problem.

cross your fingers for me people!!!! hope the procedure will be going fine and everythings will be successfully done..

my currently feeling is, frustrated..

pray for me ya.. thx

Musical & Sign Language Concert entitled ‘Twenty Challenges to Enlightenment'.

2009-06-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

jia ying and me during the practise..

took it before our practise.

there are all 20 challenges .. from 1 to 20. but some of them are not there.

my "mum" during the performance.

me and liying in the makeup room.

from left, shanmei, me and liying.

from left, xiangbing, shanmei, liying, me, jiahong and jiaying.

jia ying and me.. same group member.. haha

siewfeng, ziyang and me..

the real performance..

Chapter 12: Twenty Difficulties in Cultivation
The Buddha said, “People have twenty kinds of difficulties:
“It is difficult for the poor to practice dana.
“It is difficult for the rich and eminent to practice the Way.
“It is difficult to renounce life when facing death.
“It is difficult to encounter the Buddhist sutras.
“It is difficult to be born in the age of a Buddha.
“It is difficult to subdue desire and lust.
“It is difficult not to covet what one likes.
“It is difficult to face humiliation without anger.
“It is difficult to have power and not abuse it.
“It is difficult to face situations with a detached mind.
“It is difficult to master vast areas of knowledge.
“It is difficult to extinguish self-conceit.
“It is difficult not to belittle those who are unlearned.
“It is difficult for the mind to act with impartiality.
“It is difficult not to gossip or be judgmental.
“It is difficult to meet the right, learned teacher.
“It is difficult to see one’s original nature and practice the Way.
“It is difficult to guide beings appropriately to liberation.
“It is difficult to be unperturbed by circumstances.
“It is difficult to master the expedient means of the Way.”

There are still having 6 performance..

6/6- johor

7/6- batu pahat

19/6- terengganu

20/6- kelantan

26/6- kedah

27/6- bukit mertajam(jitsin private high school)

the ticket is RM30.

time- 7.30pm

here is the news in the star paper..

to read more, go to this web

http://sites.google.com/site/renyou20nan/Home

STAR-Singing with hands STARMETRO, Tuesday26 MAY2009
By HELEN ONG

north@thestar.com.my

THE Tzu Chi Collegiate Youth Association in Penang made sure their message was easily understood at their recent.

Musical & Sign Language Concert entitled ‘Twenty Challenges to Enlightenment'.

The 108 Ci Qing members, who based their show on founder Master Cheng Yen's commentary on Buddhist teachings, performed simple songs and used sign language as they sang.

The students also staged short acts to depict each scenario, signalling a message based on kindness, compassion, joy and sense of giving.

They performed to a packed audience of over 1,000 people which included 16 Reverend Masters from several Penang Buddhist temples and associations.

Penang was the association's first performance.

The group will be travelling all over the country to perform throughout this month. The final performance will be held in Bukit Mertajam on June 27.
Tickets are sold on a donation basis and all funds raised will be used to promote the Youth Association's drive to fight global warming by urging more people to become vegetarians.

Inspiring show: The big TV screen makes it easy for the audience to see the hand signs used by the Ci Qing memebers from the Tzu Chi Collegiate Youth Association

Concert with a difference: Performers using sign language during their concert

*if anyone of you interested with this concert, pls kindly let me know.. thank you..

happy birthday

2009-05-30T00:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

XINYAN!!!

ALL THE VERY BEST TO YOU..

FRIENDSFOREVER!!!

MUACKSSS..

I DONT UNDERSTAND at all..

2009-05-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

from left, meli, guiling n me..

1st day ma.. so everyone brings hp to school.. they wont punish us..

quite sad actually..

1st, their form 6 uniform. i dont understand why the form 6 students have to wear like that. I DONT UNDERSTAND!!!

2nd, the class room!! OMG. we were like doing SAUNA in the classroom. can you all imagine how 'warm' when we sit inside the room?? i just dont understand why they arrange us to be in that kind of class. I DONT UNDERSTAND.

3rd, the teacher. i dont understand why why....... I DONT UNDERSTAND.

for your information, SMKDOB currently DONT HAVE PRINCIPLE. at 1st, i thought the principle was out for meeting or course or anything, bt, the truth is, the school currently dont have principle.. how come?? I DONT UNDERSTAND.

4th, the merentas desa.. it was raining this morning(15/5). although it was raining, but the merentas desa still carry on and monday they are having exam.. I DONT UNDERSTAND... how if they fall sick? okay, they dont care about it never mind, as long as i care about myself.. luckily, MAYLING brought umbrella to school.. haha.. so two of us, merentas desa with holding the umbrella.*RACHEL LAU MUN YEE said, ROMANTIC ya.. lol, "romantic"..* the weird teacher scolded us.. demand us to close the umbrella. we pura-pura x dengar but finally closed for a while and opended it back. =P MAYLING told me, "She sendiri also holding umbrella la.." haha..

So as i still didnt get the letter from jpn, i still have to go dato' onn..

hopefully everything will be going well.. crossed fingers for it..

sigh!!

i shouldnt be like that.. just feel so sad to it.. s_c_

T.T

2009-05-05T07:08:00.000-07:00

anyone can tells me what to do next? what should i do? go there or there? depress and down.

took this pic in Sungei Wang..

sentimental, emotion, crazy

2009-04-27T22:22:00.000-07:00

we cried, we laughed, we walked and we run.. we even worked hard together to achieve what we want. as we walked, there are like the having FOOTPRINTs in my heart, deeply step into it and in my soul..*aiyo.. dunno how to describe la.. seldom write descriptive essay de* what i want to express is------

THOSE MOMENTS WE ARE TOGETHER, I REMEMBER..

and

i will never forget..

i suddenly feeling scared.. I'm going to meet new people. different kind of people.. i scared i cant to mix to them.. as the 1st few months i was transferred to CONVENT.. i cried in my house toilet and no one knows how stress I'm.. i CRIED soundless.. i pretend i was busy.. i pretend i was happy.. but all are faked!! luckily you girls willing to talk to me, willing to help me and willing to let me join you all.. and here, i would like to say sorry to ELAINE.. dunno why, i felt sorry to you.. and maybe at that time we are still too naive.. SORRY.. friends forever ya.. that time all of us also belum matang lagi.. as time past, the BOND of together get stronger and even stronger.. we shared our problems.. we found ways to solve. we talked silently but we laughed loudly!! that is the horrifying part of us.. haha.. right?? and after YEARS,*chehh~~ YEARSSS* we no need to talk.. a GLANCE will make it all.. haha.. BUTTERFLY.. meli, remember right??? hahahaha.. the toughest part is, we knew but we cant laugh it lout!!! *arghxx.. long piak*

we went out together.. the 1st outing is the ever so memorable outing.. 6 of us, like those came out from 'suan pa'(ulu place).. haha.. not even know how to cross the road.. but that road is really very dangerous la.. and we talked to the CHINESE uncle in MALAY... Walaulei.. SO PAISHEH la.. hahahaha.. the 2nd, 3rd,4th....outing... *p/s-- till now we still have go by ferry and the bus, although most of us have our license d... WHY har???*

i wanna recall back my brain.. i wanna to gather all the pictures and rearrange them.. i want to wash them out and put it in a album..

i wish all of YOU will have a bright future and our friendship will last forever.. AND, FORGET-ME-NOT!!!!

no matter in the coming days we are going to mix different kind of people, i wont forget YOU ALL!!! NO LOST CONTACT KAY?? when meet your MR. RIGHT d, remember to inform ME!!!

EVERY SINGLE DAY IS LIKE A BLANK PAGE OF OUR LIFE. EVERY PERSON WE MEET, EVERY EVENT WE PARTICIPATE IN IS A LIVELY ESSAY.

it's good to share?? hmmm..

2009-04-24T02:55:00.000-07:00

finally finish my teaching life at kwang hwa primary skul.. gonna to miss all 'MY' cute cute students there.. MY STUDENTS.. lol.. haha..

jiahong ajak to go to Feng Yun have a steam bot dinner together as to celebrate we had finish teaching wor.. so as I'm also free after the school, so i just follow them lo.. at 1st wanna go Feng Yun meet them.. manatahu after i have taken my bath, aikkah phoned me informed me that FY didn't open so changed to other place.. he tried to lead me to the place, but i was kinda blurred where the restaurant located at.. so he said, aiyo, i come and fetch you la.. so he came and picked me up and went to pick another girl as well.. 3 of us arrived 1st.. so, we walked inside and had a sit, ofcourse.. but after all, we walked out from the restaurant.. like none of us around us.. haha.. *PAISHEH -- but have to do so~~ this is because, sooting said wanna go autocity.. so we went autocity's Secret Recipe.. we ate at there, chat at there until it was going to close d.. haha.. so, we had another plan-- find somewhere else that allowed us to sit and chat.. thus, we headed to NEW Guan nan.. sit and chat for awhile.. then home sweet home lo.. ;-)

school going to reopen, and everyone going to busy theirs.. so, let us enjoy 1st ya.. before we work hard for our studies..

and for now, I'm just can't wait for our gathering girls!!!! i think we should together go and watch a movie!!!

*erm.. wat to say, standard ONE student.. i cant complain their technique.. haha.. actually planned to take another one, but they are too noisy!!! cant stand so the pictures is like that lo.. plus, i scared later the headmistress scold me so i make it fast..

1H naughty boys and girls.. ;-P wah.. that Wei Yan--pulling his shirt wan, he was helping me to ask his classmate to keep quite and when they line up to go back home, HE CRIED!!! *bcz of im leaving them.. GOOD BOY, MAY GOD BLESS YOU...

and the 'duo bui' You Fu there-- the paling right hand side de.. he arrr.. is adorable.. i like to tease him.. wakakaka.. forgive teacher ba..

1D cute cute boys and girlss.. They always say sth that laugh till my ASS OFF!! muackss!! the boys behind ar.. dunno how to take their place de.. aiyo..

so how?? bio or physics??

2009-04-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

recently i always followed my mum go there and here.. and go penang GMC to visit my uncle..

very dizzy these few days.. but dunno what reason. i struggled my mind to think about the subject that i want to study in form 6. i asked for my neighbours, my friends' comment and suggestion..

i have decided, i wont take up arts stream as one of my friends said, 'anyone who wants to take arts also can take'. and some said this--- 'if you take art stream, you cant change to science stream d', 'u will get more choices of the job if you are a science student' and bla bla bla..

so, science stream student i will be..

now the problem arises again..

bio or physics??

i got b4 for bio and a2 for physic.

my mum ask me to take bio but somehow i not really like the mediction thinggyy.. if i take up physics, dunno what career i can indulge in pula..

so how?? anyone who are reading this, please drop me some comment.. thx.

*and to JEREMY LIM YUNG LI.. please stop repeating anything i wrote in my blog to me.. or i will ask the wolf to eat you in the midnight while you are sleeping!!!

AMITABHA

2009-04-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

life is life. and we cant expect what will happen to us in the next minute..

some people didn't appreciate their life and didn't appreciate their body that given by their parents.. this kind of people didn't think about the aftermath of their inconsideration action.. you don't appreciate our life doesn't mean you can hurt others...

if YOU don't want YOUR life, PLEASE GET LOST YOURSELF IN THIS W---D..

don't threaten my beloved's life..

don't hurt those who are innocent..

PLEASE..

GO FAR FAR AWAY..

*i didn't mean to curse you.. i just hope that you please be more careful when you are driving..

my uncle just admitted to hospital last night due to an accident.. that SSSSSS mmmmm boy.. 21 year-old.. that is the one way road and when he saw police infront there, he patah balik... ONE WAY ROAD!!! sssstuuuuuuu........pid... and hit my uncle who stopped his motor infront the shop.. my uncle just want to wear the helmet and he came and hit my uncle.. arhgxxxx...

i jz hope my uncle will recover soon.. amitabha..

???

2009-04-17T03:03:00.000-07:00

one gone and another came..

fed up..

no more from now onwards..

I'm really confused..

science or arts??

physics or accounts??

help!!!!!

London bridge is falling down falling down falling down~~

London bridge is falling down ~~~

la~~ la~~ la~~ la~~~~~~

incomplete post

2009-04-16T07:24:00.001-07:00

im currently in my cousin's house.. kulim..
so this morning, i fetched my parents to the place that we usually go for exercising- 'Heng Chun Tian Road'.. i drive to there but when going back that time, my parents didnt allow me to drive as we are in a rush..
then in the afternoon, i went to teach.. as usual, out of voice after the half day teaching life..
they are really cute and innocent la...
there are some questions that they asked me...
"teacher, how old are you???" and they started to guess~~~~

"teacher, you got boyfriend???" i didnt answer, they answered.. "teacher!! you sure got boyfriend" and bla bla bla..

--- wrote it ystrdy night and dont hv the mood to continue right now...............

dejected.. didnt get for matrik.. =-(

its good to share..

2009-04-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

A Story to live by

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

有一位瞎女很討厭自己因為眼睛瞎了。她也討厭每個人，唯一不討厭的是她的男朋友，因為他都常守在她身旁。於是她對她的男朋友說：「如果能讓我看到這個世界，我愿意嫁給你！」

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.
有一天，有人捐了一對眼精給她。當紗布解開時，她能夠看到一切，包括她的男朋友。

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.
男朋友問她：「現在你可以看到這世界，你愿意嫁給我嗎？」那女孩看了男朋友是個瞎子，他那對蓋上眼皮的眼睛嚇到了她，這是她無法想像。她想：要我嫁給他而一生對着他這個樣子，我無法接受。

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

於是，她的男朋友很傷心的離開她，幾天後寫了字條給她：「親愛的，請你好好照顧你的眼睛，因為它不是屬於你的之前，它是屬於我的。」

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

這也是人的腦會如何做當情況有所變動。只有少許人會記得他或她之前的生活及誰會在身旁當他或她處在困境的時候

Life Is a
Gift

生命是一份禮物

Today
before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

今天，當你要講一句不善之言－－請想想那些無法講話的人

Before
you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

當你要埋怨食物的味道時－－請想想那些沒有食物吃的人

Before
you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時－－請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人

Today
before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.

今天，當你要埋怨生活時－－請想想那些太早離開人世間的人

Before
you complain about your children - Think of someone who
desires children but they're barren.
當你要埋怨小孩時－－請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人

Before
you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or
sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時－－請想想那些住在街邊的人
Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

當你在哀訴駕駛的路程－－請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人

And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.
當你很疲備而埋怨工作時－－請想想那些無工作，殘疾的，及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人

But
before you think of pointing the finger or condemning
another - Remember that not one of us is without imperfection.

當你想要指著人或互相譴責時－－請記得沒有一個人是無罪

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still
around.
當壓抑的念頭讓你無法振作時－－請你笑一笑想想：你還活著存在世間！
==========================

MOVE THIS ROUND

THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE...

我祈禱這訊息能夠繼續傳至全人類..............

...

2009-04-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

all of these seem too far away from me... far.. far.. i cant even see a sign of it..

it tells me im wrong, im too naive.. always too naive.. im lose.. lost..

i dont want to talk about it anymore, dont ask me anymore... its over.. its over..

friendssss..... my best friendssss.. help!!!! help!!!

any true love over there??? in the heaven...

dont ask me anything!!! any single thing..

i hope, i will be like a standard 1 student, nothing to worry, nothing to decide, nothing to be sad about..

they are really cute, really very naive.. about love, they know nothing but they wrote that..

"xxx i dont want to break up with you"

and

the girl gv a 'fly kiss' to the xxx...

after i heard that, i am gonna to pengsan.. but it really laugh my ass off..

wat to say, they are really cute..

do you girls agree that girl's heart is like a glass??

once broken, its broken..

any fairy-tale in this world?? anyone can tell me??

ATTENTION

2009-04-12T19:45:00.000-07:00

i want to watch

"HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU"!!!!

the name list for matriculation can check online on this coming FRIDAY..

dunno wth am i writing about

2009-04-12T03:35:00.000-07:00

i am who i am

i want just a normal life

always happy

decided

forget

those

unhappy moments

unhappy memories

no reminders about those

to you

and to me

enjoy what we are having

and do our best to make ourselves happy

this is because

...

what i currently need

...

u know who u r???

2009-04-10T02:32:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6JfiBhwx7mo

yeah eee yeah eee yeah yeah~~~~

2009-04-10T00:55:00.000-07:00

hey everyone here!!!

haha.. i'm very very very happy!!!

i had PASSED my JPJ car test!!!

going to have P license soon!!!!

erm..

first, i would like to thank to MY PARENTS,

then MY TEACHER, AH CHEW,

then MY FAMILY MEMBERS,

then of course are MY FRIENDS those who wished me GOOD LUCK, ALL THE BEST....

THANKS AH SIR~~~ CHEW

actually after i had passed, i went to find him and wanna say

"sir!!! i passed d!! thank you sir!!!"

manatahu i couldn't found him...

yeah eee yeah eee yeah yeah~~~~~

１００个对不起（看了不要哭,很经典)

2009-04-08T21:18:00.000-07:00

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。　　
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？　　
：好，等我五分钟。　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。　　　　
：我总要打扮一下啊。　　
：好啦，快一点喔。　　　　
下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。　　　　
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。　　　　
：怎么这么慢？　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。　　　　
什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。　　
：对不起。　　　
　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。　　　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。　　　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。　　　　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。　　
：你最近怎么了？　　
：没有啊。　　
：那你为什么心情不好？　　
：没有啊。　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？　　
：...对不起。　　
：我不要听你说对不起。　　　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。　　
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。　　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？　　
：他休学了。　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？　　
：他已经一个月没来了。　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？　　
我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。　　
　　
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？　　
：什么？　　
　　
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。　　
：真的？他怎么了？　　
　　
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。　　
：我马上去。　　
　　
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。　　
　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。　　
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？　　
　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角　　
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。　　
　　
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。　　
　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。　　
　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　
第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　
................................ 　　
............................ 　　
................... 　　
................ 　　
........... 　　
......... 　　
..... 　　
第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟　　
　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
　　
一百张照片。　　
　　
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。　　
对不起。　　
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！

愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!

' 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~'
寄給１～１０人－－好運即將來臨
寄給１１～２０人－－喜歡的人會主動找你
寄給２１～３０人－－你會有勇氣向喜歡的人告白喔！
寄給３１～５０人－－會發生好事情唷 ^ ^
寄給５１～１００人－－ > ３ < < - - 懂吧 ~ ~
寄給１０１～５００人－－跟他 ( 她 ) 情同意合嚕！

寄給１０００人以上－－快準備結婚禮堂那些吧！

teaching life.. although it jz the 1st day..

2009-04-07T03:43:00.000-07:00

6/4 --- the day that made me out of voice the other day.. lolsss..
yaya.. I went to work as a TEACHER.. wahahaha..

the students in my class are horrifying.. when one requested to go to toilet, 3 to 4 will requested too..
the 1st period, I introduced myself and get to know them as well.. and when I started the class, and stayed quite some time in the class, they started to make noise, and started to be active d.. I dunno how many times I PLEADED them to keep quite..
and when I asked a question, most of them will raised up their and wanted to answer that question.. I started wondering, am I like this last time when I’m small??? But my answer is, I think I’m not.. I would rather give my other friends to answer it..
and one more, I don’t know why they like to complaint this and that.. like, “laoshi, he take my ruler..” , “laoshi, he beats me..” , “laoshi, she repeat my words..” ….. laoshi this and laoshi that.. gosh…
but I entertained them also.. that’s my ‘JOB’.. =.=

but after the assembly, I warned them seriously..

NO MORE TOILET once I enter the class.. *cruel right?? But I have to do so because if I didn’t said so, I cant start my lesson..*
And if they continued to do so, I will ask the monitor write down their names, and sent to the “penyelia petang”.. so, punishment will be carrying on… haha.. this time they really scared d… their faces become greenish in just a sudden.. and they become more “guai” d.. i think this is the only way to shut their mouth up.. hope they understand why I warned them la..

But I like to hear they called me “LAOSHI…”, “LAOSHI….” The kind of satisfaction you know?? Haha.. and their voice so cute!!! Hope they will cooperate with me la..

Feel like a bit fever right now.. hope tomorrow everything will be just going fine..

schedule

2009-04-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

as what i told you guys, today i'm going to the meeting..

so, i went!! and met the teacher who are going to exam d...

i will be teaching on

1.6/4

2.8/4

3.11/4 (replace Wei Hang)

4.13/4

5.14/4

6.15/4

7.16/4

8.23/4

*on the 10th april i will having jpj car test.. so on that day also i can't make it..

i will be teaching Standard 1.

mainly teach them CHINESE, SCIENCE, MORAL, SENI and PJ.

Hope all the 'kanak-kanak' akan guai guai listen to me.. haha..

B-O-R-I-N-G

2009-04-02T01:09:00.000-07:00

B-O-R-E-D

tict tot tict tot

2009-03-31T23:28:00.000-07:00

back to

28th march 2009

around 3.30pm to 4pm, aikkah came and picked me up. we went to tzuchi penang by bridge. as that day got quite many people went for "qingming", so i was quite jam. dunno what time, we reached JING SI TANG. i met my second sis there and her friends. (she went for sign language and i went for some sort like drama). le yun was already there when we reached. after while, jia hong, yung li, and sooting also came.. the sisters and brothers were started to practise.. due to we are new to it, so we just sit at there and chatting.. yungli showed some funny movie and jiahong showed one funny soundclip.. that were really LMAO..

after the meeting, we went to QBM. 4 cars, 6 ppls. junyang, sooting, yungli, aikkah, jiahong and me.. 6 of us went for a movie-- the international.. not nice lei.. erm.. thx for the so-called arrangement. SWEAT..

after the movie, it was around 9pm sth d.. so, i couldn't join the EARTH HOUR!! after the movie.. yungli and i walked around the mall as they all left us.. so we walked out to see the penang bridge but kinda far far away and it was raining so cant see any different la..

so we met backed after that and decided where to have our supper.. erm, actually is my dinner.. famished!!!! as sooting suggested, so we went to Heng Chun Tian Road de "TONG BOU". the one that selling "dim sum" one.. So, all the way from pg to Butterworth just to EAT.. WAHAHAHA.. so again, 4 cars.. we sat there, ate, and chat.. really FUN.. we drank the tea and drank and around 11.25pm, home sweet home... i reached home at 11.30pm and yungli reached home 11.45pm like that.. imagine how fast he drove.. (erm.. to yungli- i just share with my friends how fast you drove.. nth else.. pls don't get mad.)

thx everyone.. thx aikkah for fetching me.. thx..

*scared i will forgot everything so i blog.. as our brain also will full one day.. haha.. no logic right?? ;=)*

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

31st march 2009

around 3.30pm to 4pm, my mum fetched me to here and to there.. and finally we went to BM and meet my aunty.. reached her house at 5pm as before that my mum went to A.I.A to do some stuff.( i bought rojak there and the uncle aunty praised me because of..... ;=) ) then my aunty lead us to the shop shop as i wanna buy clothes for my teaching life.. haha.. *can't imagine* finally, i bought 1 shirt, and 2 long skirt.. thx big aunty.. then we went to eat and fetch aunty to the singing class.. wow.. so so so many uncle aunty there.. and my mum and i sat for a while then we went backed.. we dare not to stay long as we didn't pay fees for that.. haha.. next, we went to Sunway Carnival.. actually we went to eat New Zealand ice-cream.. but ended up we didn't make it.. as we stayed a bit long at SASA shop.. after that, go and picked up my little bro at inotek..

thatz all....

to all my friends who go for JPA scholarship interview,

ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF YOU!!!

HOPE YOU ALL WILL DO WELL during the interview and get the scholarship..

*any grammatical errors please do forgive me*

no promises

2009-03-29T21:27:00.000-07:00

listening music..

thinking of what is my life going on..

i know, easy life doesn't stay long, hard time is waving to me.. say hi to me.. say bye to my easy life..
life is like that..
when the time u wish it could stay longer, it wont.

on the other hand,

when u wish it could go fast, it couldn't even move a little fast..

i know,

i will be going to face the truth..

i just hope that, every single decision i make will bring me to the right path.

i wont regret, and i wont be sad.

the next part of my life is going to start!!

support me

cares me

pray for me

love me

your support is all the most i need.

when i fall down,

i need the strength not to give up.

i need your care

i don't wanna to fall

not even once.

i want a bright future life..

that's my goal..

cheer up..

till the end

the end of life..

end of life.

please don't go.. tonight i need you.. i couldn't breath without you..

i need you forever and ever..

READ THIS GUYS....read..

2009-03-27T22:42:00.000-07:00

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before th e divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the si tting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and w rote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

i read it sumwhere long time ago.. and so happen, when i checked my mail, i found it out. so i jz copied and paste.. haha..

Avoid Drinking Fresh Sugar Cane Juice

2009-03-27T22:27:00.001-07:00

Please take 2 mins to read this.
this email was sent by a friend whose father is working
with the Ministry of the Environment in S'pore.

Health News - About Sugar Cane Drinks

A friend whose father works for the government health
inspection passed on his info. Their job is to inspect all
hawkers, their cooked food, their store hygiene, etc. They
found sugar cane juice has the highest content of bacteria
among all food. In fact, it has exceeded the set limit.

Hence, these guys had to find out why. They went round all
sugar cane stores and watched the way the hawkers handled
their sugar cane, wash their glasses, their entire
procedure. But they couldn't find the problem.

One day, they stayed till closing time and discovered some
shocking facts! Whenever, the hawkers closed their stores,
they would wash the floor with detergent.. As we know, the
remaining sugar canes will be placed at the back of the
store, vertically standing and as sugar canes are very
porous, they tend to absorb whatever liquid around them.
Besides the soapy water, the dirt on hawkers' boots,
cats' urine, etc, will all be absorbed?? Now, whenever I
eat at a hawker centre, I would warn all my friends about
this and of course I stopped drinking my favorite sugar cane
juice.

A friend, who loved sugar cane juice, was pregnant. She was
always drinking sugar cane juice. Anyway, one day she
miscarried and the fetus was already like 6 or 7 months old,
I think. When the doctors did an autopsy to find out why all
of a sudden the fetus had died inside her, they found traces
of some chemical substance, which was found in cat urine...
Large traces of it.

While it would not be able to harm adults, it was extremely
toxic to babies, what more a fetus? So they tried to
determine how this cat urine thing could have ended up in
the fetus. This meant that it had to be digested by the
mother, right? And the only logical conclusion they could
come up with was that since these sugar cane juice stall
holders just leave the canes lying around on the wet and
dirty floor, it would not be impossible to think that stray
cats could have peed on those sugar canes or near those
sugar canes. So think carefully the next time you order that
favorite sugar cane juice!

Please pass this on to everyone you know in S'pore
& M'sia. Let's take action to make this world a
better & safer place for all of us & the generations
to come..

心理减压二十法　释放心情保健康

2009-03-27T22:23:00.000-07:00

一、健康的开怀大笑是消除压力的最好方法，也是一种愉快的发泄方法。
　　
二、高谈阔论会使血压升高，而沉默则有助于降压。在没必要说话时最好保持沉默，
听别人说话同样是一件惬意的事。
　　
三、轻松的音乐有助于缓解压力。如果你懂得弹钢琴、吉它或其他乐器，不妨以此来对付心绪不宁。
　
四、阅读书报可说是最简单、消费最低的轻松消遣方式，不仅有助于缓解压力，还可使人增加知识与乐趣。
　　
五、做错了事，要想到谁都有可能犯错误，因而继续正常地工作。
　　
六、在僻静处大声喊叫或放声大哭，也是减轻体内压力的一种方法。
　　
七、与人为善，千万别怀恨在心。“百年之后”会变得荒唐的忿恨存在自己心理，付出的利息是紧张情绪。
　　
八、世上没有完美，甚至缺少公正：我努力了，能好最好，好不了也不是自己的错。
　　
九、学会一定程度的放松，对工作统筹安排，从而能劳逸结合，自在生活。
　　
十、学会躲避一些不必要、纷繁复杂的活动，从一些人为制造的杂乱和疲劳中摆脱出来。
　　
十一、不要害怕承认自己的能力有限，学会在适当的时候对某些人说：“不”。
　　
十二、夜深人静时，让自己的心彻底静下来，不加掩饰，悄悄地讲一些只给自己听的话，然后酣然入梦。
　　
十三、放慢生活节奏，把无所事事的时间也安排在日程表中。
　　
十四、超然洒脱面对人生。想得开没有精神负担，放得下没有心理压力，淡泊为怀，知足常乐。
　　
十五、在非原则问题上不去计较，在细小问题上不去纠缠，对不便回答的问题佯作不懂，
对危害自身的问题假装不知，以聪明的“糊涂”舒缓压力。
　　
十六、遇事是否沉着，是一个人是否成熟的标志之一。沉着冷静地处理各种复杂问题，有助于舒缓紧张压力。
　　
十七、不妨给久未联系的亲友写封信，不仅可吐露一下自己的感受，同时也能让对方在收信时得到意外的惊喜。
　　
十八、当你无力改变现状时，你应学会换一个角度看待问题。请独自对困扰你的问题进行分析，然后找出一个最适应的解决方法。
　　
十九、一旦烦燥不安时，请睁大眼睛眺望远方，看看天边会有什么奇特的影象。
　　
二十、既然昨天和以前的日子都过得去，那么今天和往后的日子也一定会安然度过，多念念“车到山前必有路”。

perhaps

2009-03-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

erm... i will become a teacher??? perhaps.. haha..
but it jz 8 days teacher..

thatz all for now.. buz bye..

http://www.earthhour.org/news/

SORRY

2009-03-25T22:05:00.000-07:00

meaningful.. everyone who knows Chinese should read this..

七个对不起,换来的女孩的跳楼,男孩疯了.男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起”

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。
——“对不起”的快乐

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。
——“对不起”也是一种承诺

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”
——“对不起”，谎言的开始

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。
——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。
——这样的“对不起”太伤人

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。
——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来没一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……

(in our life, we will meet someone that we have to really appreciate. pls appreciate that person. not every single "SORRY" can be forgive.. please dont be ungrateful to the person that you LOVE so MUCH... it isnt good neither to me, nor to you..)

can u understand what i translated?? paiseh.. not very good at that.. lolzzz.

memorable

2009-03-25T01:02:00.001-07:00

last day in my secondary school life..
and v took sum pictures...

monkey post.. haha..
memorable..
every time when i view these pictures, i will smile and feel very happy.. and abit sad..

wondering

2009-03-25T00:39:00.000-07:00

i got nothing to do, so im here blogging..
im wondering why most of my friends here didnt update their blog har???
im jz curious what you guys doing...

28th is my pre-test d.. hope everythings will b goin well..
crossed my finger to it..

bb..

...

2009-03-22T03:02:00.000-07:00

bla bla bla..
tired..
how cum life is so complicated..

the kanak-kanak are so cute mann.. they r so sporting and so brave.. i dnt think when im small i did the same thing with them..

let me say their name again..
1, xiang bei(she suddenly cum n called me, and said, jie jie, wat is ur hp no.???)
2, if im not mistaken is si jia
3, forgot
4, dunno wat .... han ( xiang bei's bro)

aiyo... 4 of them onli i forgot their name!!! my GOD!!!
gonna to train my brain d..

mayb u all wont know what im talking about, bt im jz to blog.. thatz all.

work smart and hard!!!

walau...

2009-03-21T08:04:00.000-07:00

aisaer... my mum now jadi pandai d.. haha.. she uses my hp to miss call my sis,3rd sis, and after that my 3rd sis will phone back.. as my 3rd sis after phone until rm1 ald, then its unlimited to call to fnf d.. its campus package la..
3rd sis hor.. mother jadi pandai d.. know how to press my phone loudspeaker d..
walau lei... hahahaha..
2mr going to pg to help tzuchi one function..
hope everything will b fine then..

my mum ar.. eeyeerrr... haha.. 3rd sis u know why right?? hahaha..

till then..
buzbye..

hihi

2009-03-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

harlo 3RD SISTER...

how??? my blog okay bo???

haha.. this post is jz for u...

leave sum comment lo.. :P

60 EARTH HOUR

2009-03-19T05:18:00.000-07:00

i hope all of you, will join this activity..
it jz very simple.. all you have to do is, SWITCH OFF THE LIGHT!!!!
ya.. easy right?? yaya.. on 28/3/09, from 8.30pm till 9.30pm..
this is a way to save our lovely MOTHER EARTH..
together, we join it..

there are some suggestion from Nan Yang Siang Pau..
1, chatting with family members or friends, to mengeratkan hubungan silaturahim.
2, go to the restaurant that join "60 earth hour", then have a candle light dinner there.
3, go and play sum childhood games.. (dunno hw to translate la!!!)
4, organise a road party, together with ur neighbour.
5, organise a "the night of torchlight", family party.
6, brings ur doggie for a walk.
7, UNDER THE LIGHT OF THE CANDLE, write a LOVE LETTER to ur beloved..
8, celebrate this romantic night together with ur lover.
9, erm.. have a "story" competition with ur neighbour.
10, go to bed earlier.. haha..

i think no.7 is a good suggestion.. how about you guys???

confused + blurred

2009-03-18T04:19:00.000-07:00

jz viewed back all the post in my blog.. from nothing to something. viewed someone blog also and found out something that i dunno. but never mind la. jz let go k?? let it go k??
im confuse in my situation nowadays.
i was happy bt in the same time, i was confused.. i dunno what can i do to it!! arghxxxx..

i have been waiting for whole day, but it never come.. suak la.. let it be..

blurred....

i wanna install Chinese!!! i wrote something but i cant type as my com dnt hv Chinese. will post it after i install it..

till then..

2hrs

2009-03-16T22:41:00.000-07:00

yohohoho..
went to learn car this morning.. it was like what i predicted..
get scolded by that sir.. haiz.. i know I'm not prefect la sir.. human not 100% prefect de ma..
2hrs practical..
meet new Indian friend, THILA there. is convent ex-student @ my senior. talked to her, she is friendly and quite "funny".. haha.. so talked to her while i was waiting for the driver to fetch me home.. ended at 10.35am like that, then wait for the driver for an hour plus.. 12pm only went back and 12.14pm only reached home. luckily THILA sembang with me.. abo i will be damn bored over that place.. *sit inside air-con room la* =) and it so happen, i met CHINXIANG there.. my ex-college's brother.. talked to him for few sentences.. haha..

Nothing much to be share..
take care my friends..
ur friend here will always support u, stand by u..

=)

----------------------------

i need a darker background so i decided to change back my template..

so i changed it..

Zzz..

----------------------------

lying is hurting..

2009-03-12T05:34:00.000-07:00

guys, tell me, what u paling hate in this world??
let me tell you mine. i paling hate people lie to me. the worst part is, i believe.. how stupid am i?? i dnt know..
mayb i should "dai gan sik yan"..
doesnt hope anyone will hurt me again..
guys, tell me the truth..
dnt bluff me as i will really believe at you..
mayb i was like "xin tai luan心太軟"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVzIYdpOBho

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

for those my friends who got good result, congratulation..
for those my friends who got not very result, i mean, not satisfied, nvm.. dont give up.. im always here stand by for you.. cheerup.. as spm it just a process of being success..
gambadek!!!

my valentine

2009-03-11T23:07:00.000-07:00

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

those phrases that i bold, r the phrase that i like the 旋律。
enjoy this song guys..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iXas6Svnkk

你不是真正的快乐

2009-03-10T00:17:00.000-07:00

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐=我不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是=我的笑只是
你穿的保护色=我穿的保护色
你决定不恨了=我决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然后才后悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

you're not alone

2009-03-06T20:54:00.000-08:00

She's getting out of bed
At half past ten
She starts to comb her hair
Just an ordinary day
She looks at her reflection
Off the wall
Why do I care at all
Just an ordinary day
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
You're not alone
She's waiting for the bus it's 12.59
She's sitting on her own
Just an ordinary day
She's looking at the people
Passing her by
It could be you and I
They would never dream
Of slowing down
To see if she's alright
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
I'm hurting
She's hurting
I'm hurting, she's hurting
I'm so alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
I will be the one around

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

five for fighting by superman
orientation song..

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me.

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it’s not easy to be me.

Up, up and away…away from me
Well it’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...ya inside of me... inside..of me

I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
I’m only a man looking for a dream

I’m only a man in a funny red sheet

It’s not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It’s not easy to be.. me...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hmmmm yea yea yeaaa

You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right

Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing
That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you
I'll mean it forever and ever
Ever and ever

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
(Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
(That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

the call by regina spektor
nice song..

T started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

1st March 2009

2009-03-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

as u all know, last yesterday and yesterday there was an education fair at PISA right?? yaya, i went there, with

XINYAN,MUNYEE,BEELIAN,JOCEY AND LEEN

!! we gathered at jetty at 10am(i was late xD) and sat the 307 rapid bus went to PISA.. it was so damn packed. although the bus was fulled already, the driver still allowed the passengers to come in.. torturing us.. ish.. finally, we reached there at around.. forgot wat is the time ald.. paiseh.
in the fair, i met MINGMING!! she shouted my name so so so loudly, terkejut me.. and others.. i didn't talk to her, instead, i talked to MING ZHU shi gu.. miss shi gu so much!!! and i saw quite many ppl there actually..
i joined the spin and win contest and got a towel and a fail back. the uncle in front of me was so lucky!!! he got IPOD mannnn!!!! *sobs sobs*
after that, we went qbm!! we waited for the bus for 45minutes i think.. everyone was fed up.. *dying*
1st of all, we went to eat. guess where?? McD lo.. we wanna go Wong Kok but Leen cant go so we together go and eat burger! all of them ordered mac chicken bt i ordered filet o fish.. then, we went to watch LOVE MATTERS.. it's 18sx mann.. we(munyee and leen(walked together), xinyan and i(walked together)-- 2 by 2) were held by the ticket recipient!! Jocey and Beelian walked in 1st but both of them can went in.. maybe we looked younger!! hahahaha.. bt we were so shocked mann.. 1st time.. he asked us to showed him our ic. he didn't believed we are born ed in the year 91.. ish. can't say we are 18yrs old coz our birthday not over yet.. so after he saw the year 91 then he said, "em, okay~~~".. i was like.....
actually he didn't allow Munyee to go in and even want to called someone to bring her out i think.. luckily the guy beside him is better than him, refused him from getting the walkytalky from his hand.. and of course we convinced him.. finally, he allowed MY to go.. ish...
that movie is funny, but i not really like it that much compared to Neo's earlier movies.. wrote 4.45pm start, but 5pm oli start and end at 7pm.. we walked for a while and gathered at 7.30pm. again, we waited for the bus, for dunno how longs.. nearly went into the wrong bus.. XD
9pm sth reach b'worth, then went for dinner with my family.. my mum was "huh?? you go and watch 18sx movie???? henh..*fed up* " but what to do?? i ald watched it..
last but not least, went home oik oik..

here, there are sum pic..
see my beg!! i make it.. ofcourse with the help from my mum.. will upload the pictures of my beg and show u guys.. other day.

i was standing behind jocey while she took her own picture as i was talking with YONG QING.. long time didnt see her d..

took it end of the year 2008 i think.. with my buddies

2009-02-26T07:27:00.001-08:00

took it when we returned our text books.. after that, we went to Pacific. afer that i forgot ald.. psps..

here r sum of the pictures..

it is not the end

2009-02-26T06:25:00.000-08:00

ya, when i fall down, I'm hardly get up again. but i tell myself, this is just a process in my life.. is just a task that GOD wanna to test you, to make you stronger and stronger. so, please don't give up. let it go and look forward till the end.. everyone will support me, especially my family members and best friends.. right??

rot

2009-02-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

well, im bored over here. rotting at home. other than doing chores, watching movie, selling things, eat, sleep and sms, i got nothing to do with. anyone got any recommend??

just few days ago, i bought star newspaper and as well, i read it. i read through everything. there are star education fair on next sat and sun at PISA. in the newspaper, i read through all the colleges and the courses provided. i told myself that i need to know which course i like and which one i don't like. ya, i found out.
i don't want to become a doctor, i don't think i can memorize all the medicine's name, i don't like i wanna to become a lawyer, i do like bakery but i know i cant take this course although i like to bake cakes.. and finally, i think i will take accounting although i don't have the basic. or i will take anything about math.. that was just a small survey on that day itself. anyhow, i will go n find out more and more.. the most important is, decision will be make only after the result come out.

my friend, XINYAN, came and found me this noon to take the "zhu guang bao qi" dvd from me and we chat for a while. she told me, ANGEL told her that SPM result will be coming out on 12/3/09, thursday.. i wish XY, can pass her ujian kelayakan 2mr lo.. all the best ya XY.. and congrats to LEEN(ald got P license)..
i have to wait for the jadual so currently i couldn't do anything until they call me. but the clerk had told me that i will only take the test on April and the practices on march. so i have to wait patiently. i hope that the car's stering wont be so hard to turn la.. it is because one day after the 3 hrs car practical, my hand muscle pained.. pity me.. haiz. at first i thought that driving car isn't so hard for me manatahu it's quite challenging for me. but it was quite funny when i think back the 1st time i drove.. hahaha. my sir was.... arghxx.. why r u so so so.......
i cant fight back as i really not well performed.. but what can i do wor?? 1st time wat.. ish..

哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望

2009-02-16T02:22:00.000-08:00

上一天在车上听了这一首歌，所以趁今天有空，想跟大家分享。。
好的歌词，好的曲，值得一听。。

我知道这样不好
也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停地要要到你想逃

泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无力拒纳
因为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当作对我的回答

我知道这样不好
也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停地要要到你想逃

泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无力拒纳
因为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当作对我的回答

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要

原来

2009-02-16T01:00:00.000-08:00

原来，有些事情，就连我自己都不知道。。

其实刚刚已经打了蛮长的。。。。但一个不小心，整个东西都不见了。不懂是不是老天爷故意不让我把那些登出来呢？

我什么都不知道。
连日后要读什么也不知道。前途一片茫然。你教我该怎么办？走一步算一步吗？
眼看，很多人都在为自己的前途而打算了。而我，却什么也不会做。因为基本上，我还不懂我到底喜欢哪一种行业，应该向那一方面直直走下去。

走在寒冷下雪的夜空
卖着火柴温饱我的梦
一步步冰冻一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰冻我的手
一包火柴燃烧我的心
寒冷夜里挡不住前行
风刺我的脸雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久

有谁来买我的火柴
有谁将一根根希望全部点燃
有谁来买我的孤单
有谁来实现我想家的呼唤

每次点燃火柴
微微光芒看到希望
看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话
她说你要勇敢
你要坚强不要害怕
不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪

妈妈牵着你的手回家
睡在温暖花开的天堂

it's another boring day

2009-02-15T05:53:00.000-08:00

today, early in the morning have to wake up and went for the boring 3 hours teori. haiz.. quite regret of something.. and hate someone right now.
after went for the teori, i went to the new TZUCHI. at first, i thought it will be very nice or .... bt once i reached there, the first thing appeared in my mind was, huh?? this is the new tzu chi ar?? i, i, really dont like.. not feel like going.. plus, i just know one or two shi gu there.. damn bored.. went there for nothing. so so so swt.... arghxxx...
tomorrow morning have to wake up in the morning again.. going for the 3hrs practical.. the STUPID idiot la.. haiz...

It's always there, for me. ♥

can u hear me?

佳峰

珍惜

加油

a long post

Little princess

Secret Garden

it goes one..

Choices

GENTING!!

Today my life begins.. =)

positive site

jst sign language performance..

Come back to us.

2010 birthday

無標題的標題

happy mood.. you?

Choral Speaking 2007

It's Raining Again

hard work paid off ♥

All the best.

光影（追影。築夢主題曲）A Time To Embrace Theme Song

日久生情

ETERNAL FRIENDSHIP

raining post

WELCOME 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

bla bla bla bla

沒那麼簡單

choon lin's farewell party

happy? NO. sad? YES.

no one promise life would be easy.

And I, I got to be strong

TAKE CARE friends

hectic life

short hair, new bag before step into my class..

relief+nervous

TO BOTH MY FRIENDS, WHO ARE GOIN TO AUS..

the one that always berdoa n cares for me..

給純銀寶寶前主人的一封信。。

很久以前的今天．．a title that are not related to the content..

thanks

start facing problem

in the school computer lab

HATE LIKE HELL

BBQ GATHERING AT PARADISE BEACH on 12/6/09

pray for me

Musical & Sign Language Concert entitled ‘Twenty Challenges to Enlightenment'.

happy birthday

I DONT UNDERSTAND at all..

T.T

sentimental, emotion, crazy

it's good to share?? hmmm..

so how?? bio or physics??

AMITABHA

???

incomplete post

its good to share..

...

ATTENTION

dunno wth am i writing about

u know who u r???

yeah eee yeah eee yeah yeah~~~~

１００个对不起（看了不要哭,很经典)

teaching life.. although it jz the 1st day..

schedule

B-O-R-I-N-G

tict tot tict tot

no promises

READ THIS GUYS....read..

Avoid Drinking Fresh Sugar Cane Juice

心理减压二十法 释放心情保健康

perhaps

SORRY

memorable

wondering

walau...

hihi

60 EARTH HOUR

心理减压二十法　释放心情保健康